You're right. I hate the weekends though when he doesn't have the kids and I don't know what he is doing. It makes me crazy. I am doing really well on the outside with it, but inside it is eating me alive. Like this weekend, being a holiday, is my weekend to have the kids and he will be off on Fri, Sat & Sun. I just wonder what he will be doing. I know we have plans, which are traditional plans, but I have no idea if he has any. I just so love the feeling when we are together and the peace i have inside - almost like I can relax. I am trying to find that without him but it is hard. I am defintely acting "as if" though!
Me-48 H-48 Married 25years Sep 12/05 S-24, S-22, S-18, D-12 Dated for 9 months of S, not dating now http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...rue#Post1565826
