For the Guy with kids and a WW5

[hopeful4her]

I know.

I mean, I KNOW that she didn't end contact. In my mind I was thinking she was trying to end, but maybe my heart knew better. Things certainly felt good between us again. But then again, why wouldn't she feel good. I give her the best of me.

I don't think I'm being good to her to trick myself. I feel like I'm doing it for another reason. It makes life easier to endure when things feel nice. And I'm trying to make her see what she will miss when she is gone.

I just needed to verify my suspicions. And I did.