For the Guy with kids and a WW5

[hopeful4her]

Up early this morning. Couldn't sleep.

Got home last night, made a quick bite to eat. Waited for roomie to come home so that we could all go to the movies. She comes home, we rush to see Kung Fu Panda. Found out it was on Imax only. Not wanting to pay $51, we decided on Wall-E. Cute movie. Roomie and I fell asleep during the movie. Come home, find out puppies had escaped the pen, but all waiting for us. Get everyone to bed. Roomie and I change clothes. Her in bathroom. She did not shut door all the way. She comes out and catches me pulling up my shorts. To bed.

In bed, I remember to tell her the bar joke. She laughs. Likes it a lot. D6 comes into room. She is scared, and lays with us. Later, D11 comes in. Not fair. She lays at our feet. Roomie gets up later and head to D's room. She sleeps with D6 and I stay in bed with D11.

Something wakes me up at 4. Maybe my nephew moving about the kitchen. Her purse is by the front door. Miracle. She didn't put it by her side of the bed. I know she thought about it, because we walked right past it going to bed. She just closed it up.

I decide to look. I know the amount of the loan she took out. I don't think I saw where she paid any L. She might have been bluffing me. And she has pretty much spent the money. Down to a couple hundred bucks. She has a $14 cash deposit ready to make to her account from something. I check the secret phone.

Lunch with OM confirmed yesterday. Some tms. ILY's. Her saying she didn't get dessert. Blah, blah, blah.

I do see a couple of tm's from last week from him. "I didn't do sh**" and another saying,"Thats not fair".

Reason for her bad mood this past weekend?

Seems like she made an effort to cool it, but his persistance paid off this week.

Not sure how she intends to move out on August 1. That is when the apartment is available. She has not mentioned actually signing a lease, yet.

I will stay polite, but distant. Gonna have to initiate a talk. Maybe tonight or wait for the weekend. Maybe take the kids to grandmas to spend the night Saturday night. Roomie and I both work Saturday. I get out at 12 noon and her at about 6:30.

Thinking of bringing up the apartment. Has she signed? If not, when does she intend to? Did she ever have any intention of leaving OM? Why does she feel like she can keep doing this to me? Goals of the separation? Let her know that as long as OM is in the picture, she has killed our friendship. She has lost my family, she has lost the respect of her aunt and uncle and cousin in Laredo. She has lost our best friends. She has disrespected herself, our family, me and whatever God she now prays to, because it is not the same God I love.

Maybe write her a letter. Letting her know that I know she never had any intention of ending it with OM, and that she HAS lost my friendship, and she needs to move out asap.

Or do I just go about my business? Just pull back and let her move out? Cherish the short time that I may have with my kids on a full time basis.

????

I think I know what Puppy would say. I guess I will do more like Kat said.

We have an appointment with the neurologist today at 1. I might tell her she can go on her own.

She just got up and walked in.