Help! New to this...still hoping for R

[Rusty]

I have a hard time believing that it is anything at all. And now today - not one word. I am afraid that he is not interested in seeing it as anything more than being "civil and friendly". I guess I shouldn't try to decipher what he is thinking and just go with the flow? But not a single word today/??? I think maybe I pushed with the sex thing. I texted him again last night and I don't think it went over as well. He was sleeping and said "sorry - I was asleep". I just said "go back to sleep - we'll talk later". Too much too soon I guess. Now back off and let it go???