Hi Upside,
It's good to know that I'm not the only one with this problem! I think I'm getting better with time, but that's not saying much since I used to pretty much say whatever was on my mind to h.

Not much is going on. There is so much in the R that I want to work on and I don't see any major changes happening right now. Nothing bad though, either, except for those doubts that keep creeping in, usually when I wonder if he's telling me the truth.

We're going on a family trip next week- 3 nights away. I'm looking forward to it, but I'm a little nervous. I've always had a tendency to get very stressed around trips, holidays and other special events. Please send me some "chill vibes." Thanks!


me- 42
H- 51
married 11 years
D-9, S-9, D-3

bomb 4/07
h moved out 8/07
h moved back 4/08