You do what you wanna do, I leave it all up to you

[Sugar and Spice]

(((Jeff, Dar, GFI and GF))) Thanks to all of you for the birthday wishes for my doodle-bug. We had a pretty good day. H and I took the kids to see Wall-e for DD's birthday. It was really a cute movie but its a love story so that was kinda sad. H even said it was sad. We are still just doing what we always do, talking several times a day and I for one am just trying to keep it light and fun. We seem to be able to talk better than we have in a long time, but I will call bull$hit when I hear it and things aren't so stressful. There were a couple of times when we talked yesterday that I got really sad, because H says things that just hurt, but what do you do?

I'm doing better now than I have since this started so thats about all I can ask for. H keeps making comments about me having a boyfriend. I couldn't find a shirt and he asked me if I left it at my boyfriend's? I know hes kidding, but he brings it up more now. I don't know if he is trying to encourage me to do so or waiting for me to say that I don't have one or don't want one. I really don't, but I wouldn't mind having a distraction...ok, that wasn't nice. Probably not!