New to this forum and need help..

[tmarie]

Update.. nothing has changed... we talked a bit lastnight, not about the M but home repairs... he talked of re-wiring the house.. Like there was a future there or something.. I may be reading into things.. He hasn't been feeling well so I offered the bed to him lastnight... I went to bed after him, then opted for the couch...I don't think he expected that.. I really wanted to sleep with him though. Part of me wanted him to spoon with me... I often wonder if he even notices me in a sexual way. I'd give anything for him to approach me...of course since I am in 180 mode, I would turn him down... But the attention would be nice.... its difficult.. I am attractive, successful and floundering in my marriage.. things always look so good on the outside...

he has been so agreeable lately.. of course no M or D talk but sometimes there is talk of a future plans.. I can't tell if there is a glimps of hope or he is just trying to make conversation.

I asked him if we wre doing anything for the 4th, he said "not that I know of, I asked D but she didn't say what she wanted to do"

(D is 14.. she wants to hang out with friends I am sure... That is all she does..)

Now he has just ask if I had anything in mind... Any suggestions on this one guys? What do I say.. I really don't have a suggestion but I can make plans for myself & D or just myself..or for all of us...I know it seems silly but I need suggestions... Do I cont. the 180 and just make plans that do not include him, or something?