Trouble on the lake erie shore #3

[Neilh23]

true. that's probably an easier one to accomplish. LOL


saw my IC today......holy crap. what a realization. I actually see a pattern in my behaviors during my M and see where it comes from.......I finally think i can break the cycle.....it's almost like I get it..... and I have hope. Basically, i've been battling between my emotional mind and my rational mind...and it's been a struggle.. Because of hte hurt i've experienced, my emotional mind took charge and acted to protect myself. All the while, my rational mind is screaming at me to think about what you are doing......kinda hard to explain, but....it makes sense..

ugh.

deep breath is right Pisces. LOL