I know. . .I wish I hadn't been mean and I know it was disrespectful. I didn't say any of that to him (the idiot and stupid part) although I am sure it came across. I just don't know what else to do when he is being so insane. I have always had a problem being disrespectful but especially recently when he is being so disrespectful to me. Why can't he just be an adult and think about what he is doing.
Classic example:
I posted about how he had to borrow 100 from his mother. Yesterday I went online to transfer my half of the kicker check and it shows up that he spent 40.00 at some bar and grill! Doesn't anyone else see how stupid that is? He is begging money off his mom and then spends almost half of it going out? It just doesn't make sense.
I need to learn to show respect I just find it almost impossible to do when everytime I turn around he is off doing some new and insanly irresponsible thing. I would respect him more if he acted like an adult and made smart choices. I know I need to respect him unconditionally but it is soooo hard for me. Especially now.
