Hey Husband, I bet those 9 days seem like and eternity!
Damn Right...........Yoyo
"I've been lurking on your thread here & on the other forum."
SueS, I feel like I am sitting on the fence between the two rights now.
I have been in Limbo for soooooo Long. Where I am now is still limbo but with a storm added. Don't really know the outcome but do know that right now my days are like a hurricane. Things flying (My thoughts) all over the place. I gave my Wife a new Bluetooth ear piece for her phone. She had this old one that was a hassle to use. I used the gift card my D gave me for my B-Day. She was happy. Did no jump for joy but was defiantly happy. I said “I think that deserves a kiss. And she looked over at me and gave me one… (I am averaging one kiss a month now for the last two months I am on a roll) I was afraid she would reject it. Of say something like. "I would have rather picked one out myself"
I have so many negative thoughts running through my head. I need some how to shift gears. Six good things can happen and all I think about is one bad thing that happened. WE have not discussed Retro since the phone call. It’s that elephant in the room that nobody wants to talk about. I guess it’s a good elephant though. On Monday I will sit down with her and let her know the arrangements I made for Son, Cat, Dog and fish then ask her what time she thinks we should leave and where are we going to eat dinner. They want us to eat before we register because the guy said we will be starting as soon as we are settling in at our rooms. Funny thing when I gave her the ear piece she was sitting at her desk doing her home work. I kind of felt like a school boy giving the girl he likes a present. You know that nervous awkward feeling when you are young and you like someone and don't know how to tell them. I kind of felt like my wife felt the same way.
Bear with me I will be having Way ups and downs the next few days. (Thanks everyone that is putting up with my crazy e-mails .)
take care Husband.... hopefully soon to be DR. LOve.....
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
You're getting kisses?!!! Dude, I hope you know how far that is from where I am at (where you tell me you once were). I can't get my W to get anywhere close enough to so much as touch me, let alone a simple platonic hug. And you're getting kisses!
Yeah, the waiting and not knowing is scary, still. But in all honesty, you'll acknowledge that all life's unknowns tend to be scary. Relax, bro. You're doing great.
IKnow I don't have it as bad as others but pain is pain.
I guess it's is like the saying:
I felt sorry for myself because I had no shoes, until I met the man with no feet... (Ok I do have one),
Today was Ok I am keeping busy at MIL house. But I am running out of things to do. MONDAY will be the next BIG step. I promised my wife if she went to retro I would "give her space" so I have not talked about it at all.
Take care buddy, I need to go look ya up again and refresh myself on your sitch. My personal life is sooo up in the air right now I forget one day from the next. ON AUTO PIOLIT... trying to go with the flow...
Later
DR LOve
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
I was just getting ready to get off.. The computer that is. I really am trying to keep up with all of you but I have such a full plate right now I don't even want to keep up with my own sitch. I feel like going away and comming back later to find out how it all comes out.Retro is now officaly 8 MORE DAYS.... will it happen? hope so... in a scared way..
DR H
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
Ok good night everyone. This california Dreamer needs his sleep....
You need my love baby, oh so bad You're not the only one I've ever had And if I say I wanna set you free Don't you know you'll be in misery They call me (Dr. Love)
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
