nocode, that is amazing about Joyce Meyer's. Maybe you'll need to plan an StL trip!
Journaling:
H brought home this huge pool for the girls today. They gasped when they saw it and were so excited. I think they swam until bedtime. I love summer.
H and I continue on in peace. I made our 2nd mediation appt for next Tuesday. I have also begun the refinance process to put the house in my name and pay H his part of the equity. Ramen noodles for years to come but at least I won't be married to someone who doesn't love me.
We made it through the weekend with D4's birthday celebrations. I need more space from H, he is around a lot lately. I will be still and silent until more changes happen around us. Because I know when I ask for more space, he will be hurt/offended and take the girls with him. Not to punish me, but to give me more space and keep spending time with them.
He is distracted and quiet, kind and odd. He is going through bad times as well, even if he has chosen this.
