Their dad's priority in life is not me. It's to 'live his own life'. Not being a priority means even though he might have some concern about my wellbeing it's nothing compared to what he feels for his girlfriend and where he is now.
Any extra booboo's and sorrows I carry over his current actions are those of my own making. His abrupt departure and behavior are things I have to deal with. But feeling personally attacked by actions that have nothing to do with me isn't a reason to fall apart.
It sucks to be in this position. But then again, for many years I never felt good enough. I don't need that type of thinking, especially since I'm the one I have to answer to.
Just brushing a little more dirt off as I get back up and find balance.
*hugs*
I'm still in shock over his way of leaving... very disappointing.
