Real life is----part 5

[Starshyne]

Well...he signed. I feel so sad about it. But at the same time I have a feeling of relief and freedom. I guess he argued some more with the lawyer about it and she finally told him to either sign the papers and take his $3,500 or leave. And he signed the papers and took the money. He was confused why he wasn't given the Title to the car right then and there. The lawyer said that she has never met anyone so stupid in her life and that at first she thought he was just being mean but now she realizes that he is just plain dumb. I always felt like he had a learning disablitiy (it is the teacher in me) and I never minded helping him figure things out. Now he has to do things on his own and he comes out looking stupid.

I called him and thanked him for signing the papers. I don't know why I did it, but I did. He told me that he didn't know what he just did and I told him he just got a divorce. He said, yeah but I guess it just hasn't sunk in what that all means. Then I asked him why he thought he needed all of this money from me. I mean now that he has it, why did he think I should have given it to him. He said that he honestly did not know. He told me he was sorry for ruining everything and told me that I never did anything wrong in our marriage and that it was all him. He messed it up and it was never me. He asked me if I would still call him sometimes and I said that I didn't know. He said he would like it if I would and he would call me only he doesn't have my number. I said that I would like to be friends with him at some point but as long as OW was still in the picture it would be hard for me. He understood that.

Next step is to watch him move out of the house. I am sure he will bring OW (the amazon) to help him and I don't like the idea of her being on my property.

So many emotions inside of me right now. Going to read and relax tonight and watch some trashy TV.

Sara