Ummm, are you the same person that told me to embrace the situation, that I didn't deserve to be treated this way???? She won't appreciate what she has until it is gone. You are always doing all of these kind things, always joking but hon, she doesn't get it. You are treating her like you always have, so she doesn't feel any consequences for her actions. You are going to have to reach really deep inside and stop what you have been doing.
You are just hurting yourself. So you have a month. Step back and let her get a taste of what it would be like. Use this month to work on you. I am saying that you can be polite and business as usual. Don't do anything extra for her. Please try this and see if you notice a change.
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Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory