I've come full circle/LTA & MLC 7/8

[kat727]

You are just making these big drastic changes and not that there is anything wrong with that because you have a wonderful reason for doing so. I just have to be coaxed along abit. 21 years is a long time and old habits are hard to break.

I still think of myself as married. I still think of him as H and I am sure I will have to catch myself later if I talk about him at all.

I don't know how I will be as a single person, it has been such a long time and really my life will be pretty full with the kids and their friends and their busy lives. I just need to make time for me in there. Sad to think I may look forward to his weekends as a much needed break. I try to convince myself of that now, but it never turns out that way.

Star Wars 3 is on tonight, but I am sure you already knew.

kat