Puppy, I believe that she has asked God for forgiveness, but I don't think she understands that just because you repent and ask for forgiveness, doesn't mean you can keep doing what you are doing. She has NOT asked me for forgiveness.

It won't be true forgiveness until she asks for it.

Hi, tal. Funny, I had always felt like I had do idea what I had done to deserve HER. I also felt like she deserved so much more than me. I never told her this, because I thought she might come to her senses and figure it out.

OMG, just as I'm writing, and feeling like a di** thinking how she never initiates an email or text or simple phone call, she responds to my email from yesterday!

My original email:

My Italian word for the day.

Didn't like the last joke, huh? Ok, no joke today. I thought for sure it might get a chuckle. I'll think of a better one for another day.

Firestone closes late today, so I can wait until I get off of work to pick up the Rodeo. I'll get the tire fixed and then take it back to you when they finish. Should be before you get off. Let me know if that's cool with you.

Hope you liked the brisket y me tacitos today. Secret ingredient this time. B E E R.

Alrighty then. Have a GREAT day and I'll call before I head out.

She just responded:

Hey you, just got a moment to breath, its been busy today. Just wanting to say Hello, I'm going to make some payments after work today by the Rim and stop at Walmart for Amanda, I think we already need a few things from the store too, like lettuce, ceasar salad dressing, meat, cheese,hot fritos, can you think of anything else?

I started to tear up.
And BTW, the hot fritos would be for me.

I'll probably respond with:

Hey you. Thanks for the email. I can't really think of anything except maybe some more fruit.

I don't know, maybe some more POWDERED DONUTS. We can hide them this time \:\)

Should we save the Spectrum for tomorrow? I think it will be a little to late for me to take them tonight. I won't be out until a little after 6.


I just can't believe the sitch that I'm in.


Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."