I really hope you get a job you like. I think it would mean a lot for you rightt now. And help you detach and be happy.
"Those days" we are all familiar with. Good thing is they go just as they come. I usually have to have my hair cut to feel better. That's why my hair is now very short. I have to find something else to do before I lose it all...
Take care sweetheart, K
I love freckles. I have a few and I am always happy to see them after my first few visits at the beach...
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08
Kal, the definition of Canada day as per wikipedia is:
"Canada Day (French: Fête du Canada), formerly Dominion Day, is Canada's national day, a federal statutory holiday, celebrated on July 1 annually by Canadians. Canada Day observances take place not only throughout the nation, but also internationally."
Thank you for following up on the job status everyone.. but no news.. I've applied to a few things but have not been invited in for an interview even as of yet. But, I remain hopeful. The right thing will come up at the right time.
Journaling,
Well, D2 and I saw Daddy (aka H) on Sunday and Monday. I'm not sure when we'll see him next. His work schedule is very crazy this time of year. Visits were nice. As for yesterday, H wasn't feeling well so I mentioned to him that he didn't have to come for a visit if he wasn't going to be in good spirits and he said he wanted to come. When he arrived, earlier than I thought he was going to, D2 and I were off to the splash park so I invited him to come along. She had fun running through the freezing cold water. H ran through a couple of things too so he got pretty wet (not a good idea when he was already feeling under the weather). He had some pho soup to try to sweat out his illness... and he took a nap bundled up in a jacket. He still didn't look too great but he at least didn't have the chills any more.
H bought some firecrackers so we let them off last night with D2. She liked the lights but didn't like the "boom" sounds!
The interesting part of the evening was the convo we had after D2 went to bed. He mentioned something about work.. and I said, "I don't think I've told you lately how proud I am of you" and he said "you shouldn't be proud of me" and I said "how many people follow there dreams and become successful at it professionally? It's something worthy of me being proud of you!". Then H said "you can be proud of me once I get our family back together". Then he said "if anything, you should be proud of yourself. You have been so strong and hung in there. I am proud of you!"
So, a conversation that I don't want to forget but at the same time they are just words until I see some concrete action on his part.
For Canada Day today my Mom came over and we went to this little small town not far from here for the festivities.. but they were pretty sad. D2 was happy she got a balloon.. so I guess that's all that matters.
My Mom just left and D2 and I are watching Hoodwinked. So I'm going to sign off until later on tonight.
Big hugs to all of you. I hope you have a wonderful Canada Day!
Then H said "you can be proud of me once I get our family back together".
W2G, I haven't kept up with your sitch in every detail. Sounds like H is working very hard on something? But given he said all this and you carry on like a normal family, getting along well and having fun together, what's keeping you two apart then?
