Personally I think that cookie dough is the best ice cream for this kind of night, it’s the best of two worlds. I just wanted to echo a few of the comments that have already been said.
It is important to remember that your friends and family want what they think is best for you. Just know it’s out of love and support and keep what you know to be your desires in your heart. You are trying hard to keep a Love and M alive and are the only one working at it right now so it’s normal to have these feelings. Just don't quite you know you want this. You may need to detach to deal with it but that is not giving up.
Have you considered moving to a new place now? I know that can be hard money wise, but it will show him you are ready to sell the house. Then you can have your own fresh start and it will make dealing with the house easier. It helps a ton with detaching from the memories that are in that house.
My mother always said if it does not kill you it makes you stronger. Days like this will come and go but every day that passes you become a stronger better person. When this is over you will be happy even if he has missed his chance to share in that. Your either going to get him back as a better man, and you a better person or you will move on as a better person. Either way you don’t lose, he does. Keep your chin up, because you Rock!!
Me 27, W26 T-12 M-4 SEP 4/29/08 Holding 250 miles Awaiting Support Current
