Thank you Eagle and Michelle. I struggle with guilt a lot. What did I do to cause this? I know that I didn't do anything and me being in 2 plays back to back last summer and into the fall may have negelected our marriage a little but it never gave him the right to have an affair. But I still look and look to find something I did.

I haven't slept in days so I am going to go try to take a nap.

Sara

Me-31 H-38
M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs
No kids
Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06
Found out about OW 12-24-07
Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08
OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08
OW is back 4-19-08
H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08
Filed for divorce 6-5-08
Divorced 7-2-08