Hey Kat, thanks for your words of encouragement, I know the kids and I will be fine. You know me the old stubborn German. I want to plow through all this crap in my life and move forward.
W is unstable, and I nedd to file asap before her feelings change about what she wants. Because she hasn't or won't start working fulltime until September, I don't think the reality of what she has done will set in until sometime after September.
So that is why I made the comment about striking while the iron is hot.
Once she signs the D paperwork, I'll change all the locks in the house and I need to get her off of my bank accounts. - there is no $ in them right now, I just need to remember to get this done.
When she signs D paperwork, I'll giver her my ring with the following note attached.
My ring
This ring of gold weighs on my mind I was once told this ring meant something This ring once represented hope and love Now I'm tired of this ring of gold. It weighs too heavily on my mind. What does this ring mean now It reminds me of my vows
This ring of gold looks so old. Each scratch and dent represents a battle, a trial some hardship or pain Each scratch or dent obtained through the years represents yet another tear.
This ring of gold once meant something It once meant something special What does it represent now Does it still hold out hope for love or does it just represent pain, sadness the madness of life and bygone days.
I still wear my ring, I cannot explain why Its still means something to me It still means hope and love to me I wear it to remind me of my best friend I don't know how long I will hold on for when it comes off it represents the end
M45 W41 M10 3/4 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 Date I'll forgive W for A = never
