So I am procrastanating and I havent made my appt but I have been resting extra.
And so far we havent had to have the "talk"....
(( about that he will need to be supportive ))

He has been allowing me to be human and he has been supportive to be honest.
Most likely cause his sex tank is relatively full......
Yesterday was fun~ * wink * wink*

Yeah SB even when you type about old feelings it is like you are right there until you are able to deal with them and move on.
They are somehow just there underneath the surface.

For example I can talk about the OW or his Tattoo and not get upset anymore but that took me 2 years.....
So In time you will get better. You relly will.

Thanks for your input guys.. it really helps me to get a male perspective. I have no male friends and so it it such a blessing to read your posts....
Thank you....

I never thought abut it like that..... he is also probably thinking " oh GOD Anemia again ???!!~? &^&**% somebody shoot me.."

Last time I was so tired like when you are in your first trimester... this time around I have been taking naps when I can , so I am more functional. Last time I tried to be superwoman and it was too much. The Dr had even told me your iron is so low I am surprised you could function.
I do feel weak and he will ask me whats wrong and I will say.. " I am ok , I just feel weak."

We have been getting along great....... we threw a party on Sunday and we both had fun. He was even hugging me in front of everyone.

* ( hugging me with me facing him and like I was his favorite teddy bear when you are 5 years old ) *** NICE! *( and NO~ he wasnt drunk!)

He is usually very private with public displays of affection. Very resreved. I can honestly say this is the first time he has ever done that.
I felt like a million bucks...
He recently bought me a new bike and so I am going to go on a bike ride I will check on you all later.
Take care and God bless...
~Ali