I did go to C last year. I have been thinking of going back but right now I am not sure if I should go alone. Also I am waiting to be put on my W insurance before I can do that.
I am just not sure how all the events that took place this weekend have effected our R. I can't figure out if it did alot of damage or it woke her up to what I thought it was an EA. I don't think she looked at it like that until Friday and I am hopeing she understands just a little bit why I was so stuck on it for so long.
I really hope she sees my POV and I appologized for alot that happened in our marriage and I told her that if I had taken her neeeds and wants into consideration and looked at things from her POV this would never of happened.
She cryed when I told her how much I knew about what she has gone thru, thanks to you WAW post, and how I want so much to make it up to her and how sorry I was for not being there for her when she needed me. If anything she now knows that I know what I did wrong and that I accept full responsability for my actions and inactions all these years.
Hopefull when she is done processing it all we can move forward and rebuild or M.
Thanks for allowing me to see the otherside and understanding her better.
