WOW!! progress w H? Keeping my PMA

[pisces9]

Hi- feeling a bit lonely - im at our co's sales meeting this week and there are mostly men. it makes me realize how much i love my H and miss him.
my DB coach had said to act like casual friends and initiate some contact and invite him to certain things- he can say yes or no- not a big deal either way...so we are supposed to get together this week when i get back...but part of me just wants to talk...i do feel my H softening..his anxiety is lower when we interact and he is able to be a but more calm and nice...i know my actions have allowed the space for this...now i just want so badly to increase our communication...and this is a rather new development and i stll dont know what he is thinking- if he wants out or in of our R- so i am playing the wait and watch game...

im not sure how this can be done- do i inivte him somewhere? do i contact him just to say hi? write an email to say hi?

who knows? this is hard- always a new challenge..im scared if we dont connect he wil slowly forget about me and he will walk away even further- but so far that hasnt come true and he has stalled on everything. this is a result of me allwoing the space for both of us, my loving actions towards him, my respect towrds him, my GAL...so i know that this works- but i am confused my my emotions...argh.

i guess there is nothing more i can do. nighty night...