Thanks, Ian. Oh, and now that I wrote up my "wish list," maybe you can introduce me to someone worthy, someday!
You are right, though...now is not the time. I hope that you are right, in that "he" will show up when I least expect it. It was a very long time ago, but that was when x showed up--I had given up hope that I would ever find someone to love me (and I was only 16). I don't want to think that I'll be alone forever.
Notice how many of us have been exploring this new kind of juggling act over here in Surviving, though? Glad we can go through it together...
