You are right, Jeff, so right. I am reading, and highlighting and making note cards from the DB book right now. Not sure how whole I feel right now. I do know that a week, needy person is unattractive. Sometimes I just want to curl up on the bed and have a good cry.

Sometimes, like tonight, I can't stand to be home in the empty house by myself. I escaped to the library to use the wireless so I could be on here. Its all I can do not to call him and ask him to come home. Yes, I know it would be useless pursuing behavior. The urge to be close to him is so strong.

How do people find their strength?


Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08,
S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012!
Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.