Well here is the latest update on my journey! W calls me today at work and asked if I was going to leave soon. I replied yes in about 15 minutes, to which she replied are you hungry...of course I said I was starving. She told me she had steaks on the grill for me... I am like WTF, for me. So she asked me to stop by and eat, which I did.
Food was awesome and we had a good time talking and playing with the kids. Well I basically have been up for 24 hours and am in need of sleep and I told the W that I was going to go home to get some sleep. She threw me a pair of my old swim trunks and said lets go swimming with the kids. I did and we had a blast, and then the tiredness started to catch up. I said I really need to get going or I am going to pass out.
Then W asks me if I feel uncomfortable around her at the house. I replied absolutely not I am having fun. So then she starts asking me questions like who am I hanging out with and where do we go. I said friends from work is who I mainly hang out with and she knows the spots where we go. Then comes the kicker, she asks ave a girlfriend :0 wtf!! My reply to this was that I told you in the very beginning of this mess that I would remain faithful and 100% honest until we figure this out. She didn't want to quit and asked me 2 more times who she was. I just smiled and pulled her floaty(sp) over to me and looked her in the eyes and said you know exactly how I deel for you and this situation, and I told you I would remain faithful to you! She also kept asking me if I was mad at her for this and if I was still sad. I said no to both and told her that I was just getting on with my life.
She just smiled at me and we changed subjects. Then I was excusing myself and told her thank you for the beautiful meal and the swim but I need to get some sleep. She asked if I was mad and to that I replied why would I be upset, of course I am not just tired and need sleep!!
I am wondering should I send her an e-mail telling her more in depth of what I meant by moving on. I didn't mean it to sound like I have given up on her but I am afraid that may be the way she interprets it!
I am hoping this is her reaching out and opening up more to me, but I could be reading this wrong...any thoughts.
