You know Puppy, I totally understand what you are saying. But I don't want to drag this out. Emotionally, physically I can't do it anymore. I am at the point where I am going to pay him off to get out of my life. I feel sleazy doing it, but I just don't wnat to go on like this. I mean I am living in 2 homes and my in my car....I just can't do it any longer. Been doing it for alomst 2 months now. If he had his own place already, I would have more energy to fight. I am not going to fight. I am going to pay him for having an affair and for getting out of my life.

By the way...I THINK the Chicago t-shirt he was wearing at the laywer's today was one I purchased for myself when the two of us took a vacation to Chicago a few summers ago. It was just a souvenier T-shirt that could go for a man or a woman. Just perfect....he comes to the lawyer wearing my shirt.

Sara

Me-31 H-38
M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs
No kids
Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06
Found out about OW 12-24-07
Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08
OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08
OW is back 4-19-08
H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08
Filed for divorce 6-5-08
Divorced 7-2-08