Thanks one_light. I too also look at my ex-wifes myspace account. Hers is set to private so I only get the head lines. Her current one is - "K...is finally free". with a posting icon that says estatic. I know that I often think about other man or if there is another man.....I know I shouldn't be it happens, and when it happens, I tell myself that I am a good man, a great father, and an excellent person - She missed out on.
One_Light, I really tried. I focused my self on the divorce ONLY to be with my children as much as possible. I fought hard and got every weekend except the second weekend of the month - Friday at 9am to Sundays at 12 NOON with Holidays. I fought hard to have joint custody, but Judge gave ONLY Joint Legal Custody to both of us with her having school decision making. I alone did all my research regarding the divorce. I unlike her, did not have mommy by myside coaching me. I juggled between divorce and reconciliation - I never let my guard down and always followed Divorce Busting...I still have trouble sleeping, asking within myself if I did all I could regarding the settlement, and trying to reconciliate. Even though it has been almost a month, I feel as though I could have done more....Why? People tell me I did great...I pay minimum child support for 2 kids, I have every weekend except the second, I have a holiday schedule, I still have my place furnished, I still have money in the bank....I truly feel that I lost somewhere....Why?
