New Abbreviation for everyone VI

[happycamper]

I have been starting to think God is helping me get rid of something bad in my life, because He didn't want me to suffer anymore. He knew what W was doing, what she was hiding (OM, credit card debt, etc.), how she was treating me and the kids. How she was making me worry all the time. (Interesting Perspective)

I think there is really something in that and I can really relate. A couple of days before H revealed all and we decided to call it a day, I got this feeling (call it God spoke to me if you want...) that God had heard my case, that it had come up before Him. I think it was time for the whole thing to end and I had gone through enough. A little time has gone by for me and I can see the silver lining in this...

I think that deception leaks out, even if we, the deceived are not aware of it. Her behaviour would have affected how she was with you, and how you ended up being. I have spent the last 15.5 years being anxious, fearful, a worrier, and it's not attractive. I used to think that was just me... now I'm wondering who I am without H.

If you met her now, knowing what you know, would she still be your choice?