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[girlfromipanema]

Thank you, friends, for checking in on me. Enjoyed Saturday afternoon with my friend. Helped him do some shopping (he has color "issues"). He couldn't provide too much feedback about my current situation, but it was nice for me verbalize my feelings of betrayal, sadness, fear.

Yesterday I drove up to Shaver Lake with my dog. It was beautiful, but way too crowded. I needed some solitude. Some peace and quiet. We drove up past Shaver to Balsam Meadows and hiked back to a reservoir. Only saw three other humans. It was awesome. I'll post a couple photos over 'there'.

Feelings of sadness continue today. I'm not depressed, just very, very sad. I hate it.