Well, I did get in touch with my in laws. MIL was very nice. We had a good visit, but it was diffidently awkward at first. They are very sad about the out come of this, and my MIL told me that they loved me. That was a big comfort to me.
We talked for about a couple of hours 'catching up' on stuff. She told me the kids miss me. She also said that my H is very quiet. He hasn't spoken much about anything, which is understandable. We didn't talk much about what was going on, I just explained a little bit of what happened in general terms and that I was hopeful and will have an open mind, but I'm just staying out of the way.
I have a bit of sad news. My grandmother is in the hospital and is going to have heart surgery. My grandmother means a lot to me. She really was the one that went above and beyond and showed me how you love people, how you accept people, how you forgive by and through her actions. This is a woman who has a tremendous heart and open to give so many people love, kindness, and affection when they otherwise had none. She took in perfect strangers into her home, and made them strong, loving individuals, family. I believe that half of what I know, my strength and my drive comes from my grandmother... I have her tenacity. She's a strong woman and I believe that she will be okay. The doctors plan to put in a pace maker or do another procedure, I'm not sure of all the details, but there are some risks. Prayers would be greatly appreciated.
