One day at a time... Picked up my paperwork from his L.. Hired my own L... Very depressing.. got upset... did all the wrong things again, but on an up note I think H knows how much I am hurting now... Funny how he thinks this wouldn't affect me this way... Thought I would just say ok.... I told him he needed to leave the house, its just too difficult to see him everyday.. IL him... He didn't care for that too much... Now is wanting to talk... lots of " I am sorry I hurt you, I don't want to.. Please can we talk.." Sticking to my guns.. no talking about R. Went out to GAL and stayed with my sister in the city overnight... When I got home in the morning he was there to open the door... How ironic... So he wants to wait until we get back from Boulder to talk about R or D more precisely.. He is really being nice now... Did a BUNCH of laundry while I was gone over night... Then wanted to help me with cooking cleaning etc.. even sat down to watch a movie together... I am having a hard time understanding all this... I am just holding out until we talk with Michele.
Me - 38 H-36 DD - 15 S- 19 Together -almost 18 years M - 16 The Bomb - May 24th 2008 Meeting with Michelle July 7, 2008 Status - I moved out Sept 2009
