You couldn't be me even if you wanted to...

[Sugar and Spice]

((((Kat, Michelle, GFI, Dar, Karen)))) Thanks to all of you for your insight. I talked to my C about it and her opinion is that I have to do whatever I can live with. In 5 years I still have to look at myself in the mirror so I'm going to have to tell him first. Even after everthing that has gone on, I just don't feel right and I have to live with it, so thats what I'm going to do. Had a really hard C session on Friday and then had DS baseball game. Afterwards we (me, DD, DS and DS's best friend) went home and got ready and went to my friends house for the tail end of a work baby-shower. We hung out until 1am and it was fun. The rest of the weekend was just pretty lazy. Saturday the kids had C and then I took them to lunch and went and got all of the papergoods for DD's birthday party. We went to church and cleaned house yesterday. H hasn't been calling very much, but he spent the weekend sleeping when he wasnt working. Our conversations have been somewhat stilted, but I'm not really sure what else there is to say. I came into work for 1/2 day today and then I'll be off until next Tuesday. I need the rest. I'll check in on all of your sitches from home later.