WOW!! progress w H? Keeping my PMA

[pisces9]

yes- that makes a lot of sense and i can feel him softening...i can tell he doesn't miss the old R and neither do I.

so I will let him reach out to me...i just get worried that he doesnt know how much i miss him/ need him sometimes- but i have made it very clear that i want us to work so he does know this- i just hate feeling so lonely.

every day is a little hard for me to get out of bed t start the day but once i do its ok and the day goes pretty well....then evening is hard too.

i know that GAL will hep and it has but there is till a lot of alone time.

some of it is ok- some of it SUCKS.

just veinting!