i know. i feel the same way alot. however, as forrest has said to me....your H misses you, but doesn't miss your old relationship. Does that make sense?

let him reach out to you...but don't appear too desperate!

ME:32 WAW:31
D #1: 3.5 D #2: 2
Together: 13 M:6
Bomb Dropped: 2/15/08
Sep legally: 6/18/08

"Tommorrow there'll be sunshine, and all this darkness past..."
-Bruce Springsteen Land of Hope and Dreams