You are absolutely right -- it definitely means more to me than it does to him. But I feel like I can handle it. When we were "dating" almost a year ago - that was a big deal, but I hope I am beyond that. I do like the ability to connect with him on some level and I know he knows it is more to me, but I am just not going to allow it to hurt me. I won't make any more booty calls, at least for a very long time, I am hopeful though that he will. I do have a hard time being married and trying to have a relationship with someone else - it goes against everything I believe = but I don't want to let life slip away from me either. I pray alot about this, and I keep coming back to the marital vows and all that... what does anyone else do with this sitch?
Me-48 H-48 Married 25years Sep 12/05 S-24, S-22, S-18, D-12 Dated for 9 months of S, not dating now http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...rue#Post1565826
