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no one but me to blame and no one but me to pick up the pieces, which was not my plan but it is now:)


This is called self-blame and victimization. I recommend that you find a way to stop this on your road to getting back the real you. I recommend the following books:
-Hold onto Your N.U.T.S. by Levine
-Venus and Mars: Starting Over by Gray
-A New Earth
-For Men Only

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Me 55; XW 47; 2 kids (S13, D11)
Bomb 05/19/06 Original thread http://tinyurl.com/yg2ou2t
Last anniversary 04/25/10, Divorced 5/12/10
Status: Loving father of 2 beautiful children;