I fel much better today than on Saturday. It was our anniversary yesterday and we spent the day taking my S to scout camp. My W is really worried and instead of argue or trying to say that it will be all right. I told her I understood how she could feel that way and I made sure she was comfortable with the camp before we left.
Everytime she would bring it up I would just listen to her and tell her I understand.
We exchanged cards last night and things were ok.
We are not in MC I keep asking her but she wont go. After Friday I really want us to go and I am hopeing I can talk her into it.
I am throwing myself into work right now to give her space. I just don't want it to end this way. I think she has come to the realization that it was an EA and now she has that to deal with.
I want to be there for her but we need C and until she agrees it will take alot longer for us to heal.
