Please take care of yourself..like sara said this will pass and things will get better. You have D4 and she is your family now.You will go on and be happy, I promise.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.