Hey Y'all. I almost forgot that today was my Wedding Anniversary. We got married 11 years ago. I wish I could say that I was still committed to keeping my family intact and staying married, but I only feel a love that is a sort of nostalgic pity. I have lost a lot of respect for my former spouse, as a friend, certainly as a role model for my kids. He has just lost it and I feel the need to really let go. We have been separated for over a year and he has gotten worse. IO am sure that is a classic scenario. The cheating walk away dissatisfied spouse leaves and tries to make it with someone weaker and easier and finds his life is much worse in the long run. I have not made a safe path home because he is still pretty verbally abusive. I wish Michele would write about that aspect more. What if we feel that affairs are part of emotional abuse. How can we open our arms to that?
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
