Would really like WAW your opinion

[mamanpc]

It sounds to me that she just needs time on her own to reflect, and maybe even to experiment with other R to confirm what she seems to already know - that you're the best person for her.

I feel like i kinda had to do that to figure out that yes indeed, i will never find anyone better than my H - unfortunately in the process i have destroyed a lot of trust and love and lots of rebuilding (thus lots of time!) will be needed if i want our R to get back on track.

Hang in there!
mamanpc