Thx Sandi! I am trying me best to adher to the rules and am actually able to do fun things without alcohol, with my friends nonetheless. I also am involving my kids with my GAL and really enjoy being an involved father. Outside of our talk yesterday, I haven't engaged in any pursuing type behavior and only a few things that I said yesterday could be construed as pursuing. It,s just weird. I left church and she called...I didn't pick up. She left a mesage saying that her friend was coming over for lunch and wanted me to be there. I had to get the kids home anyway and felt trapped. I guess next I say no? This is tricky stuff.
Also, the issue with alcohol was more that I was in social situations so she couldn't because someone had to be responsible for the kids. Now that I am being responsible she is feeling that she can drink without worry.
I'll write more later as my tee time is coming up. I will also copy my thread from the wAW forum over here tomorrow when I am on a pc.
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