Woog,
I have you sitting on my shoulder talking to me all the time. Yesterday I left 5 min. after H got here. I only came home to go to church with the Ds then left again. D wanted me to have dinner with them but I refused. Today I will be gone all day. I feel bad because there is annual event that D wants me to go to but I won't. It is H's day and he will be miserable there, not his type of event.

I do have my plan to law down the law. H is just clueless and thinks that everything is ok because the Ds don't cry to him or confied in him. We see the Ds T together in a week. I have decided that it is best to laydown the rules then. If I do it before then he is going to think I am just going for the drama effect. At least this way I will have a professional who I am sure will back me up and say that what we have been doing is screwed up.

BTW, I watched Wild Hogs last night. I imagined you going on a trip like them. I loved the movie and laughed so hard I was crying.


R 23 years
M 20 years
Bomb June 2007
S Oct 2007
Ds 11 & 16
Ds and I moved out Aug. 2008