I loved your fish analogy too. I have tried to let you work since I know you have that conference today and tomorrow. Hope that all goes well and see ya at the movies tomorrow night!
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
I don't want to ruin it fo anyone, but I was disappointed. First of all, I told my husband that Catherine Zeta Jones was beautiful and had big tits, so he started watching with me. But they had her covered up in really starchy clothes and huge aprons, so he lost interest pretty quickly. Then I expected a comedy/love story, and it was more a sad story of loss. And the love story part was completely without sex and very predictable, I don't thing they even kissed til the end of the movie. So I was disappointed.
Yeah, I thought it was strange that they billed it as a romantic comedy, which of course it was not. The next movie we are watching is "Must Love Dogs" with Diane Lane and John Cusack. Also Dermot Mulroney has a bit part. I am watching for him and John Cusack.
kat We posted comments under "Just for Fun" catagory. gForce set up that thread.
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
Late night. Not sure if I'm going to ramble or not, but I've definitely had 1 too many gin drinks.
W called tonight. She wanted to let me know that she'd be coming back to town and returning my truck early. I also think she's feeling lonely - field assistant left yesterday. We chatted and caught up and expressed interest and all the other things we always do whenever we talk. Whatever. I never thought I'd be discounting the most meaningful exchanges I have, but love or lack thereof can do funny things. I deserve better and I'll find better. It hurts so bad, because I care for her so much and we relate so very well, but she has her own demons.
And of course I have mine and I need to make sure I'm dealing with them.
And so the world turns and it's already another work week when I haven't even caught up from the last one and I just feel tired of everything. I feel tired of people calling, of emailing, of asking me questions. i feel tired from the expectation. I feel tired from the lack of ability. I feel tired.
But I AM healing. I'm mourning and I'm healing. I can be a terrible flirt - will be the first to admit it. And that helps. That sort of sexually-loaded joking that will never go anywhere but it's still fun to experiment with.
No great insights. Wish I had some. But I don't. I'm just some shmoe plodding along trying to do the best he can with the resources he has.
