a NORMAL woman(if there is such a thing) walks by that room and sees a 44 year old man in the middle of 2 year olds getting used and abused and crawled all over..I believe she would have thought, "what a guy".."what a man"
The thing is Mike, she may have walked by that room.She may have seen you with all those kids. She may have had that heart flutter.
In her current frame of mind, wouldn't you say that would piss her off?
Let this one go dude, water under the bridge and not a damn thing you can do. Actually, IMHO not a damn thing you should do.