Well, I'm afraid nothing I do matters anymore. H told me today at D6's tball game (nice timing again) that he intends to file soon. As in probably next week.
I immediately started bawling. Nice. I'm sure everyone in our town was talking about it since we are in a small town. Great.
So my friend took the girls after the game home so we could talk. 4 1/2 hours later ,and another romp in the hay, and he is still filing. What a waste of time, emotion, and energy. I'm really beginning to think the man I married just truly doesn't exist anymore.
I'm going dark. I just cannot keep this up anymore. HE doesn't care, doesn't see any point in waiting, postponing, a trial separation or anything. So what can I do?
Amazing how just when you think you have reached your lowest you really haven't.
Chris
__________ Me:39 H:39 D:8 D:4 M:9 (T 13) Bomb 4-5-08, H moved out 6-16-08, Reconciled and H moved back in 5-31-09 Still doing GREAT a year later!!!
