Not much new here. Taking your advice still AGII. Still feel like crap over this.

I have found myself writing email after email. Doing the reasoning thing. Don't worry, I didn't send them. I guess that is an improvement.

I know it never works. If it happens at all it has to be with no contact. Not too many on this forum it worked for I bet.

Didn't work with my ex wife so I was so afraid to let go and let time play a bigger role.