Well today S had soccer camp thingy. W texts an hour before says she will meet me there for his shoes and shin guards (although he doenst need them, W thinks its a game or something S has). W shows up 10 mins late, chipper as can be ("one day I get it all together" jokingly she says cause is always late).
W did most of the talking, thought I was in a funk but just smiled and said no. Thinks I am mad cause she didnt respond to my texts yesterday, just a couple after she told me where the kids would be (ready for 2x4's, this was the backslides I had) about if she still wanted to get together this weekend then a couple hours late said ok just suprise me, if you need to ever talk about your emotions dont be afraid to call.
Funny thing is W mentions something about me not responding to her this morning? Anyways she starts all the small talk. Asking me what time is church tomorrow cause in that email about the kids I told her what time church was cause I was going off the other day when she said she wanted to get together this weekend. Also put I would like u to go 2 church with me. (more 2x4's I know, sorry sandi I dont know wtf I was doing). Hints that she might go.
Also asked about the C we had seen and about the C wanting to talk to her. I was like man, sandi says to rid the C. W said I will go. W says so C is going to treat me more like family than a client. Said yes. So I dont know what to do. Prob cut all ties with W huh?
So we are walking out and W says what time you want to meet with kids tomorrow. Then says, well I might see you in the morning, I have to see. It wont hurt me if she doesnt go, cause Im sure she probably is going out tonight and wont feel like church tomorrow. I just dont know about how to take W.
Im ready for the whippings, but confused at the same time still on the right direction to take with W.
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