Okay - I don't know if I blew it or not, but it was fun! Last night I had a few cocktails with a friend and texted my H. I told him I was home alone and would leave the door unlocked if he wanted to come by. He texted me early this morning and asked if he had missed the chance and I said no - I was still waiting. He texted that he wondered what it would start if he came over and I said I just wanted to have fun - no big deal. With a little dirty talk, He of course came over and we had great sex! Told him not to worry - I didn't want anything more than that, and that is true. We said goodbye and now I am just going to wait and see what happens from here. Maybe nothing, but he agreed that he missed being with me and we could do this again if I wanted. I said up to him, but I was always willing. We shall see - I don't care if it was a mistake - I really wanted it!!!
Me-48 H-48 Married 25years Sep 12/05 S-24, S-22, S-18, D-12 Dated for 9 months of S, not dating now http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...rue#Post1565826