Thank you for checking on me h4h, sandi, root, mark, and hopeforus.
Root, sandi was saying we are all sinful. There is no one without sin.
Mark, what you say is true. I am working toward that. I really am. It is not a cut and dry process even though I wish it was. I try to get my mind distracted but the minute I'm not busy OM pops in. I'm working at it and I am hoping little by little, and with time, OM will be faded out more and more. Maybe me telling my thoughts on here about him is not good because it puts the fantasy in words. I do, though, because usually you all have some good ways to cut my fantasy apart and that is helpful. Either way, you are right. The fantasy has to stop.
